That stung like hell. Maybe its because we've drifted too far apart. As usual I'm at fault. That's at least one thing that's familiar. I'm sorry. I really am. I did'nt tell all that was going through my mind, but I still don't think I was the only one. But that's obvious. It was'nt intentional, that's just the way I am. Crap right? Too bad this can't work. Let's end it off, it'll be a load off your shoulders, and a weight off my heart. You don't have to perform. So you can stop rehearsing. By the way, it was'nt a heart to heart exactly. More of sorting out stuff if possible as it turned out to be.

Sorry about all I had to put you through. And I thought I was trying to be accepting for all the other stuff. What are the odds of that? Funny is'nt it, the way the world goes round. Thank god I did'nt tell you what I was thinking for the rest of the issues. It definetly would have been thrown back at me. Maybe you don't realise. And I don't blame you for that. People normally don't realise their on mistakes. I did'nt even realise mine. I jump alot. A big apology to you from me. I just don't get stuff that most people do. Like I said, I need to get out more. I promise, I'll try. You were pollitically correct again. That's something I just can't seem to master. I almost considered deleting this too. But what the heck. This was obviously coming.

Once again, I'm sorry. Can't say this end doesn't hurt. But I guess it can't be improved. I know you'll tell most people. Some will just infer. Anyway, this is it. Goodbye, my friend.

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That's what I thought before you tried to lie to my face about it. This is what I feel now:

Sorry but I've lost all my trust in you. The above is still applicable in some parts. I still am sorry for my part. I know I am super flawed. Thank god, you admitted before I called it quits about saying that I did'nt actually believe you. I still can't believe you did that. It's really omg. A huge shock. You have the lying skills of a pro.