Sigh.. i been very depressed lately. Sad thing is i don't really have someone that will truly understand my situation. Can't really say it here either. Well at least i 've got a blog now, though the look of it has'nt really been personalised yet. I'm going to the movie marathon in school today! I aim to sleep during the horror movie "silk". No way am i gonna make myself go through another week of insomia due to the aftereffects of a scary movie.

I was talking to a few of my girl friends and quite a number of them have guys they like. It's time i look for i guy to like too. haha. I haven't liked anyone since primary school, and it was'nt even a heavy crush. Quite sad la. I guess its because i don't really connect with guys. Can't get how their mind works..

I need to improve my chinese! Its so super lousy its almost beyond hope. Actually it is. I was so lost in chinese lesson to even know where the teacher was at, and i had to keep bothering my friens to ask them questions. Feeling really dumb lately. I don't know if it's because i can't adapt to the new environment. Maybe it's because i've just been so busy lately. It's really scary cause i don't understand a thing in lectures and i get stuck at the simplest of tutorial questions. I have to borrow rachels work in order not to get stuck at each part of every question. Sigh.. Ireally need to start finishing some of my work before i get murdered by my tutors next week.